The tears welled up in Martin Chalecki's eyes as he recalled not being able to scream when a male hospital employee allegedly molested him as he lay in bed suffering from pancreatitis. "I wanted to scream in the worst way -- I tried to scream, but because I was on a lot of medication, no sounds would come out," he said Thursday. "This man stood over me, this smile on his face with hands that were cool and dry and did terrible things to me. I will never forget that smile on his face."